🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: My Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches It was a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable. The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that persists up to several hours. About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods. What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home. Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads. Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this. In 1998, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints. Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments. A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased. National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known people. But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals. The official guidance need updating to reflect a